We birthed our child

Andrew here and ecstatic to share
We birthed our child together, and I put these clips together with an original destiny song to view:
Pregnancy Montage Video

Watch the whole video as the ending is very sweet surprise.

The song is an original by Destiny, embellished with guitar arrangement by me.
It's a batch of recent rough demos in our first professional studio here in Ashland
(which is why the video is on a campaign site) to gather steam to share her music.

And how am I?  Among all the greatness, I have one thing to reflect if I can be so unguarded,
and undefended.

"No amount of spiritual work, meditation, loving intentions, makes us arrive anywhere absolutely stable,
trouble free, or stops the 'work' of being alive and expanding consciousness."  says I!

Just this week recognized how yet again, how easy it is to fall into patterns, and find places of self hate
so cloaked, and a story of being so scared of rejection, that i was completely numb to it
only to find pain in parts of my body instead.

The answer, to be real and to reassure myself that there is NOTHING that we don't want to become aware of
within ourselves.

That is the Self-Love.
     Nothing we want to hide ourselves from can hurt us deeper than the fear, avoiding, and judgment that results.

Take a risk.  Share what you think no one can love and find out they have the same thing!

Love Andrew

much love

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